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How would you describe [him] as a boyfriend? Smiles He was everything you could ever want in a boyfriend. You know what he was the most? He was always very attentive. He was always so aware. Like, I would tell him a small detail, something so dumb that even I would forget I said it, you know? And then the next week or month he would surprise me with something going off of the littlest things I mentioned. He was a really good boyfriend. Did you ever feel your life could have been in danger while with him?
Pauses Yes? Like, what? What is that? Where did you two meet?
Did you guys get along right away? He asked again and I said no. He asked me again and again and I said no, no, no. He saw me like glued to my phone and I remember he just came up to me, grabbed my phone, and took it away from me. And then he took his own phone out of his pocket and gave both of our phones to his friend and he asked me to go on a walk with him. Within 5 minutes, he won me over. What were your first impressions of him? He got into a fight that night actually. Some guy at the party said something dumb to his friend, and they got into a fight and I think he hit him with a bat.
I mean I knew that this other guy ended up leaving the party bloodied because of what my ex-boyfriend did to him. How long into your relationship did he begin dealing drugs? Oh, really early on. Before, actually. Before he was with me. He always dealt like petty drugs all throughout high school. And it was selling to other like—you know what it was? And that was fine. It was all fine. What do you think led him to selling more than just weed? Power, I guess? Can you remember anything anyone did to you personally that put you in danger? I guess just being mixed up in that crowd, not even just dating a drug dealer, but just being around that lifestyle, things happen.
We were at a party and one thing led to another and a guy there got stabbed. I saw a knife pierced into his body—just sticking out of him. The weird part was, after I found out my boyfriend was okay, I ordered McDonalds. I just went and ordered a cheeseburger. Like what?! What was I doing? When I sat back down I realized how desensitized I had gotten to all this craziness.
I started thinking and it really freaked me out. How long was all of this going on for? We dated for a little over two years so for most of that time, I guess. Not to say it was like that all the time. You have no idea, like the way these guys think, and plan, and scheme, and retaliate, I could honestly write a movie.
This is going to sound really weird but these guys were sharp like they knew exactly what they were doing. So you had some sort of respect for these guys? I mean yeah, I guess. And even with my boyfriend, it was hard to separate the person he was with me and My boyfriend is a drug dealer them, you know? I mean this is the guy who would hold my hand at a movie theater!
Yeah, he was a sweet boyfriend but he a terrible person—which should make him a terrible boyfriend too. Was that realization what led to you two breaking up? It was a combination of a few things but it started out with my younger brother. My boyfriend used to always be very protective of my younger brother.
He always would like ask him about like what schools he wanted to go to, and what he wanted to be, and made jokes about how he was too smart to ever go down the wrong path. He like encouraged it, and I was so taken aback and so angry. We got into a lot of fights over that. Like, how could he do that?! How could he do that? The same kid he said was like his younger brother, who wanted a better life for himself, how could he let him get into the drug life? What were the other things that led to the breakup?
I just like smartened up, I guess? No one talks to my girl or me like that. And just I so distinctly remember just feeling so happy and proud to be with him—and I felt so bad for her. And then like two years later, so like in the last few months of me dating my boyfriend, something stupid happened and my boyfriend ended up in the hospital. And I hated that. That was a big turning point for me. So is that when you two broke up?
Laughs I wish. What really pushed me over the edge was pauses he just he crossed a line. He changed. He got really deep into that world and there was no bringing him back. How was it like after you broke up with him? I mean I was a mess. I loved him and we broke up. And it was really, really hard.
And I almost got back together with him a few times. But I remember, like a month or so after we broke up, my first cousin had a baby. And I just remember seeing her and her husband in the hospital and so happy starting their family—and I wanted that. And I just realized My boyfriend is a drug dealer I would never want my boyfriend to be the father of my children. Pauses I really want to say yes. I would. No questions asked. I will always care for him and want to protect him and I know he would do the same.
That kind of stuff scares me though, you know? He is the love of my life, I know it. And I just wish I never met him and never got caught in all of this. I wish laughs I wish I never went on that walk. But I did. What advice do you have to anyone dating a drug dealer?
You want cute little memories with your boyfriend and do couple-y things together and have a happy life. What kind of a life is that? Where is the happy ending? Can you contact me please i think you could help me with a few things im going through. How did you cope with him talking to female customers? On top of that its sleepless nights constant phone calls never feeling like your important like money trumps everything i definitely need out too.
When i came across a hacking testimony on my timeline,i decided to give it a trial. Thankyou so much for sharing your story. I recently ended a relationship that was very similar. I feel stupid for being in a relationship that was not the best choice for my future. It was difficult to leave, because his love felt like a drug. Save my name,and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Yes, he was also a drug dealer. Laughs He was a really good boyfriend and a really good drug dealer.
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